Wrapped up in each other beneath the sheets
But every night you have to leave
And every time you walk away you steal another part of me
You never stay
Because he’s coming back in two weeks
And I’m weak
But every time you walk away and I’m left holding your warm spot on the bed I feel like dying
Tears stain my pillow and I’m crying out for relief
I know you’ll never leave him for me
Indulging in a fantasy of me loving you and you returning that love to me
Instead I’m laying here gasping for air
My chest tightens and breathing hurts and eyes clenched shut and hands shake and tears won’t stop running down my face and I feel pathetic and ashamed of who I am but still I wait for you to come back and hold me one more time.
But every night you have to leave
And every time you walk away you steal another part of me
You never stay
Because he’s coming back in two weeks
And I’m weak
But every time you walk away and I’m left holding your warm spot on the bed I feel like dying
Tears stain my pillow and I’m crying out for relief
I know you’ll never leave him for me
Indulging in a fantasy of me loving you and you returning that love to me
Instead I’m laying here gasping for air
My chest tightens and breathing hurts and eyes clenched shut and hands shake and tears won’t stop running down my face and I feel pathetic and ashamed of who I am but still I wait for you to come back and hold me one more time.